.: Missing You :.

Tonight will be the last nite sleeping on my bed...before i leave for London...and will only be back on December...going to miss eveything...everyone here for few months...
everything happen just so suddenly...am supposed to leave on Sunday nite...and because i had collected my visa this morning...my dad had straight away got me a ticket to London...flying off tomolo morning....

it jus happen so suddenly...that till now...i still can't believe that i'm flying tomolo...my mom told me...i'm supposed to fly off last Sunday with Chia...and now i'm flying off 4 days later...but...i miss here...perhaps maybe if i had flew on Sunday...i would not be so upset to fly...cos Chia is with me...but now am flying alone...really miss so many things here...

many say...there's nothing much to miss ler...cos i'll be back in December...not even 3 months...some say i'll like it there in London...but no matter how much i will like London...it's still me who is missing here ad...i'm already missing Unix so much...got to leave him for 3 months...and i really dunno what will happen in these 3 months...will things go on well...or will it not..i dunno....i'm also missing both my dears so much...Ven told me she heartache...knowing i got to leave...she say she might not be going to airport tomolo got she scared she'll shed tears...i miss her so much...both of us see each other at least once a week...now am going to miss her for few months...Chris says she misses me lots too...was shocked to know i'm leaving all of sudden...she said she will be busy shooting tomolo..thus cant send me off...i miss her so much too...my bride Jesmine was supposed to meet me up tonight before i left...but cos leaving tomolo morning...cant meet her...i havent seen her for quite some time ad...and now starting to miss her too...hope her preparation for wedding goes on fine...am jus missing so many ppl...like my dai-b ler...my ricky kor...my yeh yeh....kerbau kor...kurus la...gemuk ji mui la...pendek la...so many so many of them....

and most importantly...miss my family so much...i know dad is worried bout me going to London cos this is the first time i'm leaving home for such a long time...mom jus said today..both daughters left for London..left my bro n lil Yee...nobody accompany her shopping around...grandpa n grandma...getting older ad...miss them so much...the last time i went back..grandma hugged me so tightly that she wouldn't wanna to let go..i jus hope they'll stay healthy n happy forever...er jiu..er jiu mu...gave me a lucky charm ang pow today to wish me all the best...xiao jiu havee given me a few words of advise "self love, self discipline, self independent, self initiative and self condifence"...went to Pyramid today n met MeiChi...she too shocked i got to lfy tomolo...then hanged out with SukHui yesterday...and she came to bid farewell today after yoga class...lee bb also came today...i'd hugged her....amd going to miss my this bunch of cousin sis so much...

i dunno what i'm typing here ad....maybe my mind had been blinded by tears and everyone + everything that i missed so much...used to missed my bro & Chia a lot when they go UK...now am going to stay there with Chia...and everything everyone here....guess i better stop now..before..more craps will be out....

Missing you all so much......................................
Please all of you do take care...and stay happy n healthy always...................

.: Ohayo Gozaimasu おはよございます!! :.

good morning??...i wake up very early today??...
nah...no....it's more like...i'm still not off to bed yet...
so wat m i doing in such early hours in the dawn??...to catch sunrise??..hahaha...had caught a few sunrise in my room since i'm back from UK...i jus can't seem to fall asleep when the moon is still up...dunno wat's wrong with me...

many of my frens thought i'd flew to London ad...am in London now...without letting them know...nah..apparently...i'm still in KL...and the one in London now is Chia...she flew there this morning...and why am i still here while she's there ad??...cos...my visa application is still not ready yet...am stil waiting for my visa...hopefully could get it this week...and fly to London after that...so wish me luck.....!!!...sounds like i really wanna to go there asap huh....well..nope...i really miss here alot...i miss everyone..everything...everywhere here alot....if i can choose...i would wanna to fly there later....cos no matter how i still need to go there to do my masters...complete it...in order to do that..i need my visa...so...wish me luck !!!

many things happened to me...and words itself jus cant simply define it all...thoughts of many things went thru my mine everynight before my eyes...no..it's before my mind shut to rest...i even ended up in bed of tears...my dears n dai-b n a few frens saw my status in facebook and asked me wat's wrong...seriously...it's not i dun want to tell..it's even me myself also dunno wat is wrong with me...something is wrong with me recently...i havent been seeing Unix these few days...dunno why...we tend to argue a lot these few days...is it me??..i really dunno...jus...i'm not me....just dun feel me..and i dunno why???....

few days back...got to know from my mom that my uncle in ipoh had been admitted to the hospital due to appendixes...he was admitted to the hospital for 4 days...as i know...appendixes are minor operation...and usually only have to stay in the hospital for a day or more...but this time..my uncle was sent to the ICU after the operation...only then i knew...his intestines was infected n burst somehow...my uncle n aunt from kl..went to ipoh to pay him a visit...i was supposed to go back too...but knowing that will be going to the hospital to visit him..am scared...hospital does gave me fobia...had went to the Sunday Medic on Friday to get my medical report done for my London immigration thing...tat's scary enough....now going back there...it does scares me....thus...i did not follow back...and only today...after my uncle n aunt came back from ipoh..only i know...that my uncle in ipoh had done a life threatening operation....

well life is really very fragile...human body is also very fragile....not jus to adults....not just to the elders...and now even to the infants....jus like in China now....milk can kill infants..wat's going on??...infants n babies grew up with milk...all of us here grew up with milk...and now these milks are life threatening...to whom??...to the newly borns...to the babies...to the infants...even to adults...to everyone...till Starbuck's in China no longer use milk in their product....wat is going on??....milk is the most essential nourishment for infants...now...it can kill them...cause them sick....articles of milk killing babies...death toll rose to 6 person...and putting thousands of babies into illness had been circulating all around....this is case is not even over yet...another case had arosen...today Star's front page...Marriott hotel at Pakistan was bombed...and it's believe done to mark the anniversary of the Sep11 case...wat is going on??.....is it still not enough put to illness n death ad this year??...how many more people will have to suffer this??....during SiChuan earthquakes...many of the victims were the children n teacher...milk case...victims are the infants....now bomb case...victims n victims again...how many victims more should be sacrificed????

seeing so much disasters happening all around the world...we should be glad and blessed that we are still here today...being able to be together with our family n frens....we should be more than enough satisfied...however...in the nature of humans...humans are never satisfied....so a i really staisfied with my life now??...if i answer fully 100%..it's definitely wrong...if i said...i'm satisfied...tat's true.... :)

wow....at the midst of getting resy to bed...guess had already blurped out many things...hahaha...until which...i dun even know what this post us supposed to be about??..it started with a Ohayo title...ended with world news...hahahaha...i really dunno wat is wrong with me....我真的到底怎么了呢？？？？？ わたしは　だいじょぶ　ですか？？？

.: Genting 1-Day Trip :.

many people had been asking me...why is it that i still haven't blog my 3 weeks Scandinavia n UK trip..well....still waiting for the pics from dad....and now...blog bout the Genting trip i went first...hehehe....

went for a Genting 1-Day trip on Friday 11th September 2008...with Unix....it's just a very short trip up there....

on the way up to Genting..we went to the Chin Swee Temple...pray pray...n took some pics there..and among all the pic taken there...these are the few that i liked most...hehehehe

.:gazing with serenity...with the giant buddha:.

.:shan with the kwan yin:.

i remember...during the MMCC 2006..haha...i had a nickname called the KwanYin of the pageant...kekeke...and now...am taking pic with this KwanYin standing tall..heee...

.:with peace n harmony:.
.:raise me up:.
.:beauty of the sun:.

after praying at the temple...we headed straight to Genting...actually our plan to Genting is not to the theme park...jus merely going there to walk walk see see...hehehe...and we ended up going into the Ripley's Believe It Or Not..and we spent about 1 1/2 hours in there...adventuring...playing...and seeing all around...you'll understand if u got there...as usual...almost every my visit to Genting..i will go there...hahaha....wanna see some pics of the inside...hehe...for facebook users..it's in my facebook phot albums..hehehe....

.:shan & the gigantic chair:.

.:wish me all the very best of luck oh!!!:. .:hi-5!...books..please give me wisdom:. .:this is wat u call TALL...that is shortie lil'shan:. .:illusion:.

after Ripley's...we went to The Bakery at Genting Hotel Lobby for tea...we had this American Doughnut...which is very delicious...big n fluffy as well...love it a lot...then we had this mixed cheese n turkey ham croissant and a hot chocolate...wow..the hot chocolate..the way in making it is...hahaha...interesting... :)

.:the big n fluffy tasty american doughnut:.

.:the special interesting hot milk??..no..it's hot chocolate:.

.:see...it's hot chocolate:.

.:the mixed cheese n turkey ham croissant:.

after our tea...we headed back to KL...well...it's not tat cold in Genting today...the weather is pretty cooling..and luckily on our way down..it's not tat foggy too... :) hmm...the next time going to Genting..must visit the theme park ad...it had been a long time since i ride on the roller coaters there...heheehehehehe....see ya...and i'll be back oh !!!

.: Back to KL..fiNally :.

Phew...

Am back from the 3 long weeks holiday...finally...

Was back to Kl on Friday 5th Sep...and was really very busy after I came back...

A superb busy schedule...moreover with the terrible jet lack..hahahaha....

Touched down in KLIA at aroun 5pm..after that..had dinner at Zen Pyramid with my uncle....after dinner..went home..but cant really sleep ler..due to the jet lack...and the next day...wake up..pack my stuffs...attend my usual Japanese Class...and rushed back hometown straight after class...am i'll be going to UK soon...thus...have to go back hometown to pay my grandparents a visit before i fly off...am going to miss my grandparents so much...jus hope they will be happy n healthy always....spent a night there..and most of the time at this farm....next to the lake..as we are having some praying ceremony there...my grandma had been helping out in this praying ceremony for 43 years ad...wow...so long ad...hehehe..really going to miss grandma so much...so here's how the lake at the farm looks like...very the nice...

after dinner on Sunday nite..headed back to Kl straight...hahaha...it was pretty fun driving here and there with my Uncle n family..it had been quite some time since i last spent so much time with them in the car...hahahaha...

talking back bout driving..hahaha..we almost got lost on our way to the farm..not actually getting lost ler...as we went in there on Saturday nite around 10pm for the prayer session...the whole area is so so so dark...it's not like they have street lights there...it's just so dark in there..and my uncle who is very familiar with the road there suddenly say..."how come so long also haven't reach"...we was like har??...dun scare us ler...my aunt was like...we are like in an adventure now...hahahah..how cute of her to tell us some funny things to make us laugh...hahahaha...well..actually my uncle din go on the wrong route..he's on the right track..just is too dark..that we were not even sure where were we then...hahahahahahahaha...at last of cos we reached there on time for the prayer session and for me..i got to see my grandma there and have her a super tight hug...heee... :)

back in kl...still dealing with the jet lack...i have to wake up early on Monday morning...to go renew my passport for my visa application...then i got to go to the bank to get things certified..then to the photo shop to snap pictures for the visa application...then back to the immigration to collect my passport...and later at nite..have to go for yoga...hahaha..surprisingly..i was too relaxed in yoga class and i fell asleep in class...hahahaha..pasi-seh ler...kekekekekekeke...

then on Tuesday...i think i injured my wasit during yoga the nite before as i'm having some aches here n there...after that..complete my visa application form...from head to toe...and...hahaha...off to Zanmai for dinner...kekekeke...chinese always say...during the day dun talk bout ppl..and during the nite dun talk bout ghost..on our way to Zanmai..we were talking about his fren...and guessed wat..we met his fren at Zanmai that ay..wow...see...now u know wat it means...hahahahah....

then this morning..wake up early to go to the UK Visa Application Centre...submit my application form n things...hope everything turns out fine...hope my application gets approved..god please bless me...wish me luck that everything will be fine for the application please.......please....wish me luck... :)

phew...see...such pack schedule ler..thus until now only got time to bla-bla-bla here...hahahaha...ok..will talk about my 3 weeks long holiday soon in the next few posts...

see ya...

.: Ola..from London :.

hello everyone...
hee...am at London now...my last stop for my 3 weeks long Scandinavia & UK trip...
phew...can finally come online...after 2 days of failure internet service in our London apartment..
will be back on Malaysia on Friday nite...
and...am going to meet my darling and dears soon...YES !!!
miss them so much....muax !!

hee...today...my family went to French Restaurant at the top floor of London Hilton for dinner..we had...wow..a very yummy 3 course French meal + red wine with superbly great service and a superb view of London city..the price??..haha..need not to say...sky-rockingly high + expensive..luckily not i pay but my daddy...hehehe..thank you daddy...heee...will post up the pictures when I'm back to Malaysia lo...cos...i didn't bring the adapter to for my camera to copy the pics into the pc...so...have to wait lo...heee.. :)

so how's Malaysia...i got the news that fuel price had dropped by 15 cents...but wat difference does it make ler...not like it'd dropped 50 cents....hmm...

well..was on the tube back to my house the other day...and at the tube station...i saw the news of Tremor 6.1 hit South China...omg...how could this happened again??...and from the staffs at the tube station..it's at SiChuan again...oh no !!!...again...SiChuan is just recovering from the earthquake in May...and now another hit...the staff asked us...whether is it lucky or unlucky that the Olympics is over...is it true that the Beijing Olympics bring bad luck to China...i really dunno...but this is really very saddening.. :( ...on the other part of the world...in US..hurricane hit them....nooo...all these are not good at all...when will only all these end??....

anyway...the attached is the article i found about the tremor that hit China...

Tremor Rocks South West China
6:54am UK, Sunday August 31, 2008

An earthquake measuring a possible magnitude of 6.1 has struck China's south west Sichuan province, according to state media.

There are conflicting reports on the size of the tremor, with the US Geological Survey putting the scale of the quake at 5.7. Xinhua News Agency says it was centred between 20 and 30 miles from Panzhihua city, near the border with Yunnan province, and was six miles deep. Many houses are believed to have collapsed and there are reports that 22 people have died and hundreds injured.

Sichuan province is still trying to recover from the massive 7.9-magnitude quake that struck in May, killing nearly 70,000 people and leaving up to 10 million homeless. Tens of thousands of people died while trapped for days in collapsed buildings, with no way for other survivors to get them out by hand.

In one school alone, around 1,000 pupils and teachers went missing. And heavy rain made rescue operations even more difficult. A large number of people were forced to evacuate their towns and villages after huge "quake lakes" formed following heavy rains and landslides.
The death toll in May was the highest for a quake in China since 1976, when 242,000 people perished when the northern city of Tangshan was flattened.


ok...it's getting pretty late here now in London...going to 1.00am
i got to get to bed now...and wake up early tomolo morning...have many things to do tomolo...and the busiest is...to complete my personal statement...and...to go shopping...hehehehe....
good night...
see ya all...