.: Daddy Mummy's Silver Wedding Anniversary :.

Last Wednesday....
12th November 2008...
is my parents' 25th wedding anniversary....
a Silver Wedding..
that's wat we call it..and i'm not in Kl to celebrate such big event with them....my parents had walked a very very long way...together hand-in-hand...taking care of us 4...till today...till this moment..and it will go on forever n ever...for the every next moment...

every year...during my parents' anniversary...i will buy them a gift...to remember this great day..that had bond both them together...and brought all 4 of us..Shan + Wee + Chia + Yee to this world...and this year...i am not back home with them to celebrate this big day....

thinking back of tat day...12th November 2008..many things happened to me tat day...i'd been so busy the whole day...my group had feedback from our lecturer on our presentation..and it seemed like we'd done well..as all our feedback was good in this n good in that...then i had group meeting till like 9.30pm which didn't end quite well...and walk home in the cold nite after meeting...went home..cooked dinner and continue with my coursework...i totally had no time to call back home to wish my parents...i really felt so bad..for not calling home...

had jus read the blog post from my cousin sister...they went out celebrated this big day with my parents...i really wish that i would be there too...not because of the good food at Nikko Hotel..but it's because of the meaning of this great day...reading her blog post really makes me MISS HOME soo soo soo much...i'm missing home sooo much tonight !!!!....thinking of more n more busy weeks coming to me..reports n reports due soon...meetings n meetings day by day...really makes me feel like going home now...am jus so stressed!!!!!....really wanna to go home quick...especially after reading my cousin's post....

i really dunno how long more can i stand strong....
老天爷..please give me the strength to go on...please....
daddy mummy...please give me your support to stand strong....

lastly...

Daddy Mummy...
Happy 25th Wedding Anniversary....
Happy Silver Wedding...
Sorry for not calling back that day.... i knew you all had a great day tat day...
I hereby wish there are more and more 25 years anniversary to come to both my daddy n mummy...
May you both stay happy and healthy always...
I LOVE YOU....MUACKS !!!!!!!

.: Great News..Great Day..Not ?!? :.

am having a big presentation today...quite an important one too....
so..today is kinda important...
woke up in the morning with a slight cold...and sore throat...oh no...am i will be having presentation later....hope everything will be fine...

i was late for lecture yesterday morning...thanks to my alarm clock which went out of battery....and today...hehehe...reached the lecture just on time...thought i will be late..but i reached just on time...before the lecture begin...hehehe....everything went on well during lecture till my voice starts to change...meaning..my cold got more serious...and...am so worried...cos am having presentation later...and.....but....at the end of lecture....our lecturer Jon told us something...tat had been a great stress for all of us in MAMC...and this news...was the best thing for us....to de-stress...hahaha..wat is it??..well...we are supposed to do a CIM examination and hand-in a CIM individual assignment next month....and the good news is...the CIM examination and assignment hand-in date had postponed...to Jan & Feb next year...yay!!!!...so happy...all of us in the lecture today was like...celebrating for this good news...hehehe...and we have less stress now..at least for this month and next month...hehehe....and for my cold....no worries bout it lo.. :)

after lecture...went straight for our seminar (tutorial) and did our presentation...hehe...and yes..our group managed to finish the presentation within the time limit.. :) and i think we did fine...yay!!1...minus one thing to worried n stress ad....one down...kekeke....yay!!..after class...went to lunch...went to bought sandwiches at Pret...again..hahaha..and brought back to eat at our uni cafeteria-Cafe West...and met Jean & Ellie there...so...4 of us...YoungMi, Jean, Ellie and me had lunch together...and...i have 3 hours break before the nex class...so 4 of us...sat there, eating and chit chatted for the whole 3 hours...wow....cant believe also...hehehe....we really talked a lot...hahahahaha...

after my class at 4.00pm..which ends at 5.30pm...am going out dinner tonight with my course mates...at Bayswater...we will be going to GoldMine tonight...for roast duck dinner..yay!!...10 of us tonight...hehehehehe...so good !!!!!...how was the dinner???...it was great...real real real great...ehhe...will talk more bout it in next post...when i get the pics from my frens...hehehe..they took so many pics...hehehe....

everything seemed to went on quite well today rite...great news for CIM...great day to had finished 1 presentation....great nite...to had dinner with my frens...with lots of laughter n fun!!!....when reach home...thing went on fine too..had a great chat with Chia n Kart..about making buns...plans about dining out...many many many...and some stupid things about lavatory...and also about message in a bottle too..hehe....everything went on so well...till...i turn on my Sony notebook...things changed....totally....my happy day...happy whole day...had now become my not happy day.....

"don't u trust me anymore???....don't u believe in me anymore???...do u know those words really HURT me a lot....do you know wat you say affect me a lot??...even if i'm in Heaven...hurtful words from you can jus easily pull me down from no matter how tall i stand...why say such things to me??...do u know no matter how happy am i...such words will jus make me super down in jus a few seconds??..................."

people always say...love and happiness are linked together...trust is the most important element in a relationship besides..but how much trust should there be??...how about confidence???...and many many others elements??...will it all fade as time goes by...

i already dunno what i am writing here anymore...dunno wat crap i'd written too....guess i'm really stressed n down now...plus not feeling well ad...guess..i should jus end here and go to bed..before more nonsense come knocking the door to my brain...again................
see ya...
Good Night !!!

.: Pan Mee DiNneR :.

on the 1st week of my class....hehehe....i made.....home made PanMee for dinner...hehehe...keng ler me...me made it from scratch !!!!
when was that??..it was a Thursday nite...on the 9th October 2008...
By the way..PanMee is a kind of noodle...some call it the *flat noodle*..

Hehehe....before beginning with making the PanMee..me talked to my Aunt back in Malaysia..to confirm the ingredients of the dough..and lucky me..i am on the right track..hehehehe....

so how from scratch is it???...well...from flour...egg...water...oil...salt...all raw ingredients...even till me myself also cant believe that i actually did it...hehehe....so..wat we need for a homemade PanMee...with soup??...we need the dough...fried salted anchovies..fried challots...some veges...minced marinated pork...and also the anchovies base soup...hehehe...

trust me..making the dough is not easy process...it took me about 45 minutes to finally finish the dough...and it's really hard work...started from only flour with eggs...then added some oil...salt n water..and start mixing...hahaha...it's a good exercise though...after done with the dough...let it to aside for like 1 hour...so that the PanMee will taste better...like we Chinese say...so that it will taste "QQ"...hehehehe....and at the mean time...me make the minced pork...chop n minced the pork...then marinate it with a bit of soy sauce, sesame oil and corn flour...then let it settle...wow...lots of things to do...by the way..these pork are to be dump into the soup n boiled together...hehehehe..

anyway...i managed to get all the preparation work done on time..and by the time Chia and Kart come home..they just start tearing the PanMee into slices n throw into the soup...heheh...so here it goes...how does my Pan Mee looked like...from the beginning...the process and the result..hehehe.....

.:the dough..being torn into a fish-like shape..and with bubble too..hehe:.

.:fried anchovies...to add more sizzle to the PanMee:.

.:PanMee..cooking in process:.

.:tearing the dough into thin bite-size slices of PanMee:.

.:Chia..wat are you trying to do???:.

.:Kart's Smiley Face PanMee...hehe...this before being cooked:.

.:After...Smiley Face become *mata sepet* already...hahahaha:.

.:with PanMee..of cos we cant miss veges...must eat healthy ma..hehe:.

.:Ta-Da...the PanMee!!!:.

.:PanMee with friedn anchovies and challots...plus pork:.

This is my first time making PanMee...and the result is...yay!! SuCceSsfuL !!!!!
Back in Malaysia..i always help my Aunt or Mom tear the dough...and this is my first time...very first time making and cooking it from scratch...kekeke...
so the happy...

sorry for the very late post...
cos..had been really very very busy....since class start....
there are so many homeworks n presentations to do.....lots n lots of group meetings...tonnes n tonnes of research to do...and it is still piling up...help me!!!
hahahahahhhahahahaha....

anyway...enjoy my PanMee.....it's pictures!!!!
kekekeke......

.: WalKiNg aRouNd LoNdoN I :.

Saturday...Sunny day....nice weather...cooling...not too cold...
great day to go walk walk around London..also for me to de-stress from the heavy coursework-load & presentation-load...really lots of things to do....tonnes...and it's piling up...OMG !!!

but...luckily...i got Chia...my sis to bring me go walk walk around London to de-stress...hahahaha...so we went to New Bond Street, Oxford Street, Borough Market, Embankment & covent Garden today....and wat we had n done??...well...Lot's of things...we went to many different places and ate lots of great food...see lots of great things n views too...hehehe...

in the morning..after wake up....had some breakfast...get ourselves prepared...we took off to Oxford Street....to TopShop...Chia wanna to exchange the long pants she bought...after exchanging..we had our light lunch a EAT which is inside the Topshop...we had the Mexican Chicken Hot Wrap + Hot Chocolate...yum yum yum!!!...and next stop...the New Bond Street...for wat??...to go to the Louis Vuitton boutique to exchange my new LV wallet...well...i bought the Red one on the day it arrived....it's a new arrival product...then only then i know they have a White one too...so..went back to New Bond Street to change it...but they r out of stock...n they asked us to go to the one at Selfridges...Oxford Street....so me n Chia...walk all the way back to Oxford Street...and guessed wat...there are soooo many ppl in the LV boutique at Selfridges...me n Chia waited for quite some time only got ppl come n serve us...and...after waiting so long...they told me i can't exchange it there...i have to get back to New Bond Street and call them to transfer the purse over...i was like...wat???...so u wan us to walk back there.e..but luckily..the manager is a really nice person...so she said...she'll exchange it for me here at Selfridges...hehehe..yay!!!...i finally got my White Insolite Monogram Rouge...yay!!! [^.^]

.:my new White Insolit Monogram Rouge:.

after the happy exhange of products for me n Chia...off to go us both to Borough Market...via tube...to the London Bridge Station...and..ta-da...here we are at the Borough Market !!!

.:Borough Market here we come !!:.

upon arrival..Chia straight away bring me to this CheeseCake stall..and she told me...the cheesecake in this stall is real nice...and we bought 2 slices of Bailey's and 1 slice of New York Cheesecake...and the cake is...well..absolutely...delicious...hahahahaha...and they are all freshly homemade...

.:Shan & the absolute-delicious Bailey's Cheesecake:.

.:the taken-away by us...New York Cheesecake:.

after that...both of us started walking around here n there...saw so many good food...all home made...ya...and i bought this French Yogurt...homemade too...

.:Homemade French Yogurt - Strawberry flavour:.

after buying the yogurt...we came across this stall selling brownies...and they are like...so delicious...Chia says they taste great..so we bought 1 slice home to eat...hehehe...and it Chocolate Brownie...yay!!...my fave !!!

.:The Ultra Chocolate Brownie...yummy!!:.

so wat's next??...well..next...is the MUST EAT Thing in Borough Market...especially for Cheese & Potato Lovers..jus like me n Chia...hahahah...and seriously..this food...is...well....fantastically fabulous...the blend of the cheese with the pepper...and the potatoes cooked till softly n well-blended with the salt...it's just fabulous !!!!

.:Scrumptious CheeZzee Potato!!:.

after that...both of us went testing food here n there....taking pictures and snapping shots here n there..and...believe me..there are so many ppl there...buying n selling...and most things there are freshly homemade...ya...they have this oyster stall there...selling fresh oysters...and..the queue was so long....so many ppl buy them...Chia did asked me to try some..but..am not in the mood to eat raw food tat day..thus din have them...then we moved on with our food adventure here...and we made it to the fish!kitchen...selling fish n chips...cos both of us are sooo full...so we jus take away a set of Haddock Fish & Chips...to bring back home for dinner..hehehe....

.:fish ! kitchen:.

.:Shan & Chia at Borough Market:.

at the outside...no..more like another part of the market..they have these stalls seeling fruits n veges n mushrooms....and see....the melons...NoNoNo...they are pumpkins..hehehe..my mistake..these long oval thingie are pumpkins...not melons...hehehehe....wow..how can they be so huge...hahaha...

.:Chia with our taken-away fish n chips dinner:.

so..tat's not jus all..after busy eating n walking at Borough Market..Chia brought me to Embankment...and we walked along the River Thames...had great view of London with the London Eye, Big Ben, House of Parliament...and many many more...and we wne to Covent Garden too...where there are lots of street play...and shopping area...and Ben's Cookies too...hehehehe....and we event went to this mini shopping mall at Covent Garden too...

.:Shan & Chia with beautiful London behind us:.

.:the *head-less* man at Covent Garden...OMG!!!:.

.:Shan taking pic with the cutie Dollie at the shopping mall in Covent Garden:.

so...that's it...my wonderful Saturday...walk around London with my dear Sister Chia...
Thank her so much for bringing me around...having good food...and help me to de-stress too..
hehehe...
and...we shall plan for the next one...with more people....hehehe....

.: CraZy at LonDon:.

hehehee....
in London...we did many crazy things...one of it is..how to deal with take-away meals after a few hours...well..tat day..me n Chia went to Ikea again..yes...visited Ikea...the 2nd time in one week...and this time..hahah..we went there with a Luggage...big luggage...why??...hehehe...remember i mentioned that Ikea here does not provide plastic bags etc to carry all the things we'd purchased...thus this time..we brought a Luggage with us to carry all the stuffs...heheheh...crazy right...hehehe..

So...for dinner..Kart went to da-pao..take away Burger King for me..she bought it quite early...so meaning when we are back from Ikea..the burger & fries are cold n not crispy anymore...hehehe...so wat did i do...microwave my Royale Chicken burger...and for fries??...hehehehe...we shall see...

.:microwave heated Royale Chicken Burger..delicious:.

so..for the fries...we can't microwave it..cos it will make it softer..not more crispy...so wat did we do in the end??...hehehe...we grilled it..more like toss n turn n fry it on the pan...without needing to put any oil...why no oil??...firstly...it's a non-stick pan...second..there's oil in the fries...so by adding oil..it'll become oily-er...more oily...no good la...hehehehehehe....and the crazy part is...this is our first time doing such thing..and took picture of it...hahahahahahaha....

.:Shan cooking fries...hahaha..got pose somemore..hehe:.

and the outcome..the result of the cooking of fries??...for like about 10 minutes??...hehehe..well...at first...me Chia n Kart was wondering will it turn out nice..will it taste nice??..but it does smell nice...heheheh...and the result is...yummy n crispy lo...heheheh.. :)

.:the yummy n crispy re-cooked fries:.

.: Whats Next After DimSum???:.

so...wat's next after the great dim sum meal at Yauatcha??...hehehe..it's dessert time !!!
we went to have cream puff at the Beard Papa Cafe..hehehe...never thought that they have Beard Papa here in London as well...i'd never tried the Beard Papa back in Malaysia before...and now..am here having the cream puffs at Beard Papa London..hehehe.. :)

.:Beard Papa Cafe..London:.

.:hehe...see...so many cream puffs...so cute!!!:.

.:all packed in a box for us and ready to be served:.

.:our cream puffs...cookies crunch cream puffs:.

.:see see...the cream...cold cold one...taste like ice-cream one:.

.:creamy fillings with crunchy puffs....yummy!!!!!:.

.:Shan with the ちょおいし Beard Papa Crunchy Cookie Cream Puff:.

hehehe...after having our delicious brunch and yummy cream puffs....it's now shopping time...hehehe...so where me n Chia went??...we went to Uniqlo..TopShop..H&M..and many many more...but mostly also Window Shopping....hehehe...then we came into this shoe shop..hehehe...was jus thinking of seeing some boots...and...see wat i saw in the shop...hehehehe...big big big shoe~shoe...see how big is it!!!

.:big~big...gigantic Converse Shoe~shoe:.

after tat...me n Chia supposed to go to Selfridges to get the limited edition Coke that is on sale there...we actually wanted to go buy one..mana tahu...after walking for a long distance...and by the time we reach there...Selfridges closed already..meaning..i can't buy it today...have to come back here again another day to get it lo...i MUST buy the limited Coke bottle...hehehehee....

.: Dim Sum BRuNch at Yauatcha :.

On Sunday...me went for Dim Sum Brunch at Yauatcha...with Chia and her group of frens...hehehe...this is my first time there...and why are we all here??....cos one of Chia's fren says the dim sum here are not bad...so...we are all here to taste them today....about 10 of us went there today...hehehehehe....

By the way...after a week of cold cold weather...today's weather is great....cooling...not cold..plus...it's Sunny today...hehehe..Sunnie's day...yay !!!

So..here are the pictures took..during such great Sunday...at Yauatcha...hehehehe.....enjoy lo....cos there are so many pictures...hehehehe.. :)

:Shan at Yauatcha's Blue~blue entrance..yay..my colour!:.

.:beautiful pastries in a row...pretty n colourful:.

.:the blue aquarium table counter:.

.:dippings and cucumber...which one do you one?:.

.:our table setting:.

.:deep fried yam with chicken fillings..my fave!!:.

.:dun remember wat is this...but it has vege inside...yummy!:.

.:steamed prawn dumpling..."har gao":.

.:dunno wat steamed dim sum...yummy too...hehehe:.

.:steamed king prawn dumplings:.

.:crispy duck spring roll:.

.:barbeque pork "char siew" cheong fun:.

.:Shanghai steamed "siew long pao":.

.:barbeque pork "char siew" bun:.

.:steamed prawn n pork dumpling = siew mai:.

.:sticky rice = lo mai kai...delicious!!:.

.:deep fried quail...this is a must try...very very yummy!!:.

.:steamed spare ribs:.

hehe...so after all the delicious food in such a great place...great meal...of cos got to pay a great pirice lo...and how much does this great meal cost us 10 person??...hehehehe...see the price on the receipt.. :)

.:Total = ₤160.09:.

.:and paying it with CASH:.

hehehe....after all the picture of food n stuffs...finally...we can have some people in the picture lo...here you go....

.:Shan & Chia with the cutie Prawn Dumpling "Har Gao":.

.:Shan..Chia & TengTing...sMiLeZzz:.

.:hmm..wat is TengTing doing??..not paying attention to the camera?:.

.:hehehe...the 10 of us:.

.:Group picture of 10 of us again:.

the brunch lasted for like about 3 hours...so wat did we do after such long brunch??..hehehe...well..we had our 2nd round..hehehe....
stay tune on the next blog post....don't go away lo..
kekekekekekekeke.....