Friday, April 25, 2008

.: Life is *FraGiLe* :.

life is such a miraculous thing...
it may seem strong..but in fact...it's something real fragile...
and this fragile-life does not only applies to us human beings only...it applies to all living things..from a tiny little ant...to the green grass..even to the gigantic elephant...life is just fragile…

ppl always say...things come n go and this is the circle of life...however..saying is one thing..doing it is another...it's always better to say than done...
in life..actually..how much can we accept this circle of life??..how much can we let go of those that is gone??...10%?? ..35%?? ..50%?? ..80%?? ...100%?? ..what’s the exact amount??...can it be calculated???....or we had never let it go before??...no matter how hard we tried to let go of it..we never get to make it…cos some things in life are never meant to be let go…

recently..I’d lost a very cute fren of mine…i'd known her for only a few months...but she had been a great fren...it was really great to had known her...however an accident had took her away from us…it was the shock of my life when I got to know that 小雪is no longer here…I couldn’t believe it…I simply just cant accept the fact…I could still remember the last time I talked to her..and now..she’s gone..forever…after getting the news…tears automatically rolled down my cheeks…bringing my heart into deep pain…until now…I still cant accept the fact that she’s gone..gone forever...her face is still in my mind..especially during the nite..before I go to bed…her face is always there in my mind..bring tears rolling down my cheeks…leaving me going to bed with tears all over…

however…I couldn’t bring this unhappy face of mine home n show to my family…I have to let my family know that I am tough enough…and I have to be tough for my family as the eldest sis…thus I could only keep it to myself…n let it go in my room…and let it go in front of Unix…cos no matter how tall I stand…I still need someone to hold me up…to support me…I really dunno how long more could I still stand tall…after all..i’m just an ordinary girl…

I know Unix does not want to see me like this…seeing me unhappy n down is the worst thing happening to him…Unix did advised me to let go n not to be sad…but…how much can I let go??...or is it something that I could never let go off???...小雪..i really missed u so much…

Quote: cherish and appreciate things in life…everything!…we never know what will happen tomolo…today we maybe still here laughing and chatting…tomolo…some of us maybe gone forever…and could never be replaced…thus…cherish n appreciate life…it’s a very fragile thing….

remember I once said…every story has an end..but in life, everything is just a new beginning…小雪’s story n life had jus ended…it will be part of my life forever…n now…I have to move on with a new beginning without 小雪..but can I really make it???