Friday, April 25, 2008

.: Life is *FraGiLe* :.

life is such a miraculous thing...
it may seem strong..but in fact...it's something real fragile...
and this fragile-life does not only applies to us human beings only...it applies to all living things..from a tiny little ant...to the green grass..even to the gigantic elephant...life is just fragile…

ppl always say...things come n go and this is the circle of life...however..saying is one thing..doing it is another...it's always better to say than done...
in life..actually..how much can we accept this circle of life??..how much can we let go of those that is gone??...10%?? ..35%?? ..50%?? ..80%?? ...100%?? ..what’s the exact amount??...can it be calculated???....or we had never let it go before??...no matter how hard we tried to let go of it..we never get to make it…cos some things in life are never meant to be let go…

recently..I’d lost a very cute fren of mine…i'd known her for only a few months...but she had been a great fren...it was really great to had known her...however an accident had took her away from us…it was the shock of my life when I got to know that 小雪is no longer here…I couldn’t believe it…I simply just cant accept the fact…I could still remember the last time I talked to her..and now..she’s gone..forever…after getting the news…tears automatically rolled down my cheeks…bringing my heart into deep pain…until now…I still cant accept the fact that she’s gone..gone forever...her face is still in my mind..especially during the nite..before I go to bed…her face is always there in my mind..bring tears rolling down my cheeks…leaving me going to bed with tears all over…

however…I couldn’t bring this unhappy face of mine home n show to my family…I have to let my family know that I am tough enough…and I have to be tough for my family as the eldest sis…thus I could only keep it to myself…n let it go in my room…and let it go in front of Unix…cos no matter how tall I stand…I still need someone to hold me up…to support me…I really dunno how long more could I still stand tall…after all..i’m just an ordinary girl…

I know Unix does not want to see me like this…seeing me unhappy n down is the worst thing happening to him…Unix did advised me to let go n not to be sad…but…how much can I let go??...or is it something that I could never let go off???...小雪..i really missed u so much…

Quote: cherish and appreciate things in life…everything!…we never know what will happen tomolo…today we maybe still here laughing and chatting…tomolo…some of us maybe gone forever…and could never be replaced…thus…cherish n appreciate life…it’s a very fragile thing….

remember I once said…every story has an end..but in life, everything is just a new beginning…小雪’s story n life had jus ended…it will be part of my life forever…n now…I have to move on with a new beginning without 小雪..but can I really make it???

5 comments:

Anonymous said...

.:these are the comments i got from my Wretch blog:.

As you just said life is fragile, cherish and appreciate things in life.

Sadness and loneliness does need time to heal, but the longer you took the more people that care about you will be effected. So you have to recover soon to fortify the above statement.
Life is always unpredictable, so every second does count and meaningful.

I bet 小雪 will always be in the bottom of your heart, so you won’t disappoint her right? She will
be happy to see u stay tough, cheerful, and healthy.

Anonymous said...

.:these are the comments i got from my Wretch blog:.

Life.... What is "LIFE"? Life is a miracle and beautiful things in the world. Life can be so much Fun and it can be very SAD too. In Life, we GAIN and LOSE, things COME and GO, there is always a START and will come to the END. Life-time was very funny, this minutes we are fine and nothing happen but we cant predict the next SECONDS what will happen to us.Accident often happen. Accident happen in nowhere and no time. It comes without any signal or noise. So, we have to CHERISH and Enjoy our Life-time, we shouldn't waste it. In Life, we learn many things
and see many things. What we have to do is DO THE THINGS that is
Right and Enjoy Life.

Anonymous said...

.:these are the comments i got from my Wretch blog:.

For your case, you lucky to have a friend UNIX there to support.

Sometimes, friends aren't really Loyal. Finding a good friend or
best partner is not Easy, if we found ONE, we must cherish them
IF they cherish your relationship. So do u think Unix is the one who will be there for you and does Unix cherish your relationship? If Unix Does, I'm here to say CONGRATULATIONS.

For 小雪 case, I'm sorry about it too. We cant do anything for the case but to forget her gone and keep it in your Heart. Do you think 小雪 will rest in Peace in heaven if 小雪 saw you like this. Like OLD TIMES PPL say, if you keep on think about someone, the spirit might trap and cant fly FREEly because they are worry about you and must guide or care about you somewhere nearby.Do you want them to stay beside your FOREVER? Isn't this SELFISH. They might have no more WORRIES and wanted to Fly FREEly but couldn't just because of you,

Anonymous said...

.:these are the comments i got from my Wretch blog:.

They dont want to see you like this, how can they leave this world peaceful if they saw you like this. They want us to be
Happy in LIFE even when they are gone, Everything came into our LIFE is to make us Happy and ENJOY it. If things came BAd, means is a good things sometimes because without bad things happen, we will never knew how goods things turns to BETTER. Sometimes in LIFE, we FORGET and FORGIVE & we GIVE and TAKE. Remember LIFE continues until the end, why not we HAPPY and ENJOY life?

I don't really agree that you have to keep everything in your heart, now you have a friend UNIX. You can share everything with UNIX. Pretend or ACT tough is not a right things to do. It will make you more SAD and 小雪 cant rest peaceful. No matters you are ELDEST or YOUNGEST, you are an ordinary HUMAN, you have FEELINGS and HEART. HUMAN is weak without any SUPPORT. Try to express out, someone will understand your feelings.

I hope you understand what is the message I'm trying to send to you. Stay Happy and SMILE always. SMILE and LAUGHTER are BEST medicine.

Regards,
H.G.L

Anonymous said...

.:these are the comments i got from my Wretch blog:.

Thanks a lot for your advice and or your concern.. :)
I'm much more better now ad...
Though 小雪still pops in my mind once in awhile..but am a stronger person now...am be able to let go now...and yes..thanks to UNIX and my little sister there supporting me..
Thanks to all of u for ur care n concern once again..


Rgds;
Shan