.: Welcome to Taiwan ! :.

.: F4 Welcome You To Taiwan:.

.:Jerry Yan . Vic Zhou . Vanness Wu . Ken Zhu:.

it's almost a week now since i'm back from the Taiwan Trip...me went to Taipei, Taiwan for company trip last week 7.Nov.2007 - 12.Nov.2007...was there for 6 days...and it just seems not enough...hmm...it is me or wat...seems like the trips i'd been to these few months jus dun have enough time...had been travelling all round since June till now...and will be travelling again next month..haha...had been on the plane for many times within these few months...

well..Taipei was a great place...a real great one...and very good place for shopping...until now when i'm back..regret many things.. :( sad sad sad...am really regret after this trip..thus..Sunnie tells herself..she'll definitely go back to Taipei someday..tat's for sure..to buy the things she din get to buy this time....heee...
and besides shopping...Taipei is also great place for food...the food that is jus so yummy...Oi-Shii-des! ! !...so..Sunnie come back from Taipei bacome fat fat ad...hmm..have to go on massive diet ad...gan-ba-teh!!!

on the first day there in Taipei..at the airport...saw this poster i like a lot..which i should have shoot it??..but i didn't...haih...one small 1st regret ad...after checking in the hotel in the evening...we went to "Ah Chung Mian Xian" at Xi Men Ding..and it's delicious oh..after that we went to Shi Lin Nigh Market..went shopping there...but not in a good mood to shop cos..it's rainning season there and it's rainning tat nite...but i still bought some stuffs...and experienced something new there...which is to stand aside and avoid the carts..cos the police are here to shoo~ and catch them...din know wat was it the first time till my uncle told me..then i was like..oh..okok...so when we saw one cart moving..we'll automatically stand into the shops to avoid them..haha...

ya...me bought this belt..and when i wanted to buy a second one...haha..the auntie is moving her cart and walking away...and thus...not able to buy the second piece ad...and here's my second regret...but seriously..it's super cheap ah the things there...really super cheap...after walking the night market..went to the food court nearby and we ate this thing called the "Guan Chai Ban"..direct translation into English is The Coffin...sounds interesting huh...it's actually bread with a variety of filling and it's delicious..then....hahaha...my colleagues went n try the fermented to-fu..i did not dare to eat..my uncle tried and he said it taste horrible..hahahaha....lucky me din try..keke...

and here comes the interesting and best nex day...we went to Taiwan's tallest building...i shall say skyscrapper...which is the Taipei 101...and guessed wat...i saw Vanness Wu of F4 and Alan Kuo shooting outside at the entrance..i din noticed them until my uncle came to me n say..."Shan..u see..isn't that one of the members of F4?...hurry come and see"...and when i saw..i was like.."yayayaya..it's Vanness!!!"...thus me n my colleagues jus took a few snapshots of him...as he's shooting..thus we can't go n take picture with him...

.: Vanness & Alan Kuo..taking a rest after shooting:.

after snapping Vanness & Alan we proceed inside...and my uncle who is walking in front...came running to me who is at the back...and say.. "Shan...u faster come in front n see...it's ZaiZai...ur idol..he's sleeping on the couch..faster come n see"...at first thought..cannot be so coincident rite...jus saw Vanness outside and now ZaiZai (Vic Zhou) is inside??..and my uncle's expression looks fake.,then he dragged me and pointed to me..i was like..OMG OMG OMG...it's ZaiZai..it's really him..sleeping there on the couch at Starbucks!!!...i actually wanted to take a few snap shots of him sleeping...but after second thought...he also need privacy and time to rest..and it's not good to snap ppl while they are sleeping..no respect...thus...din take pic n went down to the food court to eat ad..

after walking all around the food court...also undecided wat to eat..thus when i decided to go get a cup of starbuck's choco cream chip..my uncle came to me n say..eh..ZaiZai wake up ad...faster go up n take pic with him...seriously..i was a bit scared to ask him to take pic..cos scared his assistant will come scolding or watever...2 of my colleagues went up together..and 3 of us also din dare to go n ask..thus..have to ask my uncle to come...

hee....thanks to my uncle..he went n ask ZaiZai whether can we take pict with him telling him that we are from Malaysia..without second thought ZaiZai said yes..and his assistant came running to us say NO...she looks very fierce ah...but ZaiZai said nvm n insisted to take pics with us..he's such a nice n friendly person..never thought he'll be so nice n friendly...we had 2 shots with him...and we jus left...before we left..he asked "From Malaysia?"..we were like "Yes!"...

thinking back...my colleagues said that should actually let me have n invidual shot with him as i'm his fans...and after thinking back..ya..should...i should had requested to take pic with him individually...and i should have take more picts with him..should have chatted n talked to him...thinking back..i also dunno why..maybe jus too happy to see him till dunno how to respond ad..so now come back also regret.. :( ..here goes my 3rd regret.. :(

.: Jia Juei . Ting Fond . Vic Zhou (Zai Zai) & Shan...taking picture at Taipei 101:.
.:yay..super happy..got to take photo with Zai Zai and meet him so close up..am really happy:.

after lunch at Taipei 101...we went to this place called Wu Fen Pu...which sells lots of fashion clothings..for guys..girls..kids as well...seriously...there are jus too many shops here...really just too many till i also dunno which to see...the clothings there can go as low as until RM10.00 each...and after walking...me came across this black sweater which i liked a lot...it cost about RM110.00...me find it a bit expensive at first...thus din buy..and was thinking...maybe i can get it somewhr else at a cheaper price...and during the entire trip...cannot even find any sweater that come close to that one i saw...and after thinking back..it was not tat expensive after all...but i din get to buy it...this is my 4th regret.. :(

the next day...we had a day city tour around Taipei...wow..went to many places this day...and saw many things as well..one of my regret came in here..my 5th one..not tat a serious one..but a small one..which is did not take picts with the off-duty soldiers..hahaha...well...we ended our day at DanShui...and at the Fisherman's Warf...i also had my camera blown into the sea..cos the wind there is superb-ly strong..hahaha...lucky me...kekekeke....

after spending a few days with company collagues...finally get to meet up my Taiwanese frens..Noemi and ChiaoNing...wow...they brought me to many nice, beautiful and interesting places...ate lots of very nice food there..really nice and delicious food in real great environment and embience cafes and restaurants...even had my nails done...did manicure and nail art there..and it's cheap..real cheap...and here come my 6th regret...which is..i saw this set of cups..which i wanted to buy for my mom..but i dunno why i din buy in the end..thus super regret now..wat's so special bout the cup..well..it have dual purpose...it can be use a a cup..and once flipped over to the other side can be used as tea cup...hmm...now regret lo cos din buy...and my 7th regret come today also..which is din get to buy enough stationeries...though it's a bit expensive..but still it's very nice... :(

and on this nite..we had dinner at this very special restaurant in a high class motel in Taipei..should really thanks Ian for bringing us there..and for paying the bill...hehehehe....

during my last day at Taipei...my frens brought me to lots of places...3 of us girls..drove around Taipei..we went to this art museum by the mountain...with many interesting displays...after tat we went to have lunch by the beach...wow...all the restaurants n cafes here are jus so nice..the food also nice..we were like hopping from one cafe to another to have a look inside...wow...the deco n layout in the cafe is jus so nice...and each of it has it own theme n concept...and it's by the beach!...so much like my dream cafe..the one i'd always wanted to own...and guess wat..the beach sand is black in colour..not exactly black..but dark colour..hehe..me took a bottle back..and the sand looks beautiful...should thanks Noemi and ChiaNing for bringing me there...thanks alot ! ! !

after lunch..we went to BeiTou...the hot-spring village...hehe...we sat by the river and soaked out leg into the hot-spring river...how comfortable..haha...this is my first time soaking leg in a hot-spring river..hehe...feeling so local...after tat...we went dinner at this very local Taiwanese restaurant..at first wanted to have cheese fondue for dinner...but the restaurant closed down ad..thus we went to have local Taiwanese dish dinner...nice food..great taste..and indeed very local...after dinner...frens brought me to buy mochi...freshly made by this bakery...i wanted to buy a lot..but then...can't keep for long..cos the expiry date is like 2-3 days...so i only buy a bit..and here come my 8th regret ler..those mochi taste so good...really very super nice..and should had bought more back for daddy n mummy to eat...and for grandpa n grandma also... :(Hmm...had a real local last day at Taipei...and thanks to my frens for bringing me to those place...cos i believe if i visiting there as a tourist..i will not be able to visit such places...thanks a lot...

and tat's the end of my Taipei trip ler..hee...here n there during the trip..met few funny ppl...like at Wu Fen Pu..at the beach...at California Fitness in XiMenDing..anyhow..thanks u guys for giving me such good comments n compliments..hehehe... Hmm..seems like i have a pretty regret-ful trip huh...haih...no good no good no good...why is it me always like this???..no good at all..come back n regret.. :(

okler..wanna go to bed now...had a tired day...travelled back hometown to visit my grandparents...wish they will be fine and be healthy always...

wow...i did wrote a superb-ly long blog tonight..hahaha...hope it did not bored anyone..keke...

Lesson of the day: Just buy anything you like while travelling...and be brave to ask and take pictures...so that you will not regret in the future...cos you dunno when will be the next time you visit there again....

Taiwan..Taipei...I..Sunnie will be back ! ! !

.: PhuKeT...HolZ ! ! ! :.

.: the 10 of us during the fun~fun~fun Phuket trip:.

.: lee shien . lee . dehbora . ka chun . wei ton . tuck . golam . kelly . vennie . shan :.

hehe...me went to Phuket about 2 weeks ago...:19.Oct.2007~22.Oct.2007:. ...10 of us went there together...a bunch of crazeely fun ppl..haha...it was a real great n fun hols...if got time..sure wanna go back there again..keke...was there for 4 days n 3 nites..not enough time not enough time...should had stayed longer ! ! !

hmm...wat i like bout Phuket about most is..the Food ! ! ! ...Sunnie got *heavier* after the trip...and my fave is the "Pancake-Crepe" by the road..only get to eat it at nite...cos the uncle auntie on the bikes only come out at nite to sell the crepes...it's really delicious...but i din get to eat it at the last nite there...no no no good...wanna go back there for the crepe...me wan crepe me wan crepe..hahaha

hmm..must be wondering why Phuket of so many places rite..keke...cos was thinking of going to Bangkok to visit my dear fren there..but me n my best fren also wanna go hols and we love beaches so we ended up in Phuket with a bunch of crazeely happeningly fun ppl lo...and thus..my dear Thai fren did not come n visit me in Phuket.. :(

seriously....there are really many things to do there ler..and we only went to 4 of the attraction places out the tonnes of interesting places in Phuket..so where did we go??..hehe...
well..we went walking an shopping at Patong beach..hehe..enjoyed the bargaining with the ppl there...hahaha....and things there are cheap ! ! ! then to Phuket town...even cheaper ! ! !..ya..we went to FantaSea also ..it's like a Fantasy Place in Phuket...liked the cultural show alot and love the structures there...hehe..took many crazee pictures with Vennie there...Remember taking this picture with funny pose with Vennie..and this lady standing there looking at us posing and laughing...as in laugh out loud "hahahahaha!!!".....we were like...oh no ! ! ! malu-case le...hehehe....

and our last attraction was to the Phi Phi Island...beautiful sceneries...and we practically spent most of our time on the boat..so when we were having lunch n dinner..Sunnie felt floating..though on land..hahahaha.... And..Sunnie wear *bikini* for the first time in front of her frens...and also first time in *bikini* with her ji mui Vennie..hehe...oh oh...Sunnie's fat~fat is exposed..OMG ! ! !...hahaha...actually should say...Sunnie finally dare to wear bikini in front of her frens liao..kekeke....

yaya...me also went to the Swensen's in Phuket..and had Choco-Ice Cream fondue there...really nice n very cheap..but too bad..they dun serve my fave Choco-Peanut-Buttercup... :(

then hor..the McDonald's there got Nutty McFlurry..and very nice also..haha..dunno wat's wrong with me..seems like all the food is Phuket sounds and is delicious to me..kakakak...no wonder me got heavier..kekeke...

hmm...actually hor...this Phuket trip gave me lots of things...things tat could not be put into words...it opened my mind..opened my heart..and saw many things in this trip...and most importantly..the bond between me n Vennie got so much closer..close till we can simply jus become lesbians..hahahahaha....hmm..i think i can consider bisexual ad..kekeke....

ok ler...really too much to write bout Phuket here...wait till see my picts in the album la..but got to wait oh..cos Ven still havent pass me all the pictures yet..me also still waiting for the picts...

got to get back to work lo..see ya...

Quote of the day: Friendship isn't a big thing-it's a million little things...
Thus appreciate ur frens...same like how i did...hehe.. :)

.:mid autumn festival...happy??? scary ??? :.

it's the Mid Autumn Festival (Mooncake Festival) on Tuesday .:25.09.2007:.
am home alone...but celebrating the mid autumn festival with frens...my bunch of frens came over to have dinner..more like a Moonlight party at my house's garden...the moon is real real beautiful tonight...if get to enjoy the view with loved ones..wouldn't it be romantic??...hee...

well...was busy the whole day today...from morning till late nite..woke up early..did all the prayers and off to work..after work..busy preparing for the night..

and finally the moon came out and the night began..really have to thank my group of frens for making it such a great nite a great experience for me...
we ate, chat, watch tv, lid the lanterns and candles..and even the rain is jealous of the fun we had i guess...hehe...that it actually rained tat nite...haha...but seriously..it'd been a pretty long time since the whole group of us all meet up and have fun...really appreciate tat night a lot..

but something unexpected actually happened tat nite while we were having fun...my neighbour's house alarm triggered and rang..we were thinking it was not a big matter and din take any pre-caution..and we did not find anything fishy at nite either....until when the rain stopped around midnight...one of my neighbour called and told me tat it was my neighbour's house alarm and that the maid saw someone in all black..wearing a mask..knocked on her window..i was like...waT ! ! ! dun scare me...i'll be staying at home alone tonight..i dun wanna to sleep in fear....am really scared..

i told my best fren about it...and both of us plus her bf go all around my house to scout and see whether is there anything fishy and to lock all doors n windows...my frens in the house was like..wat are the 3 of them doing..hahahahaha....then i started to get daddy in uk to call me...am really scared..dunno wat to do...really sorry papa n mama n xiao fei n chia n yee for causing u all to be worried bout me while you all are supposed to be enjoying the holiday in uk...really sorry..but am really scared ah....

my frens left around 1 am...my best fren left around 1.30am...and i shall say thanks a lot for taking such good care of me...especially 'him'...thanks a lot...thanks a million for staying over to keep me calm and to accompany me and most importantly to help me to not to think bout the incident in my neighbours house...cos i'm really very very scared...really thanks a lot....THANK YOU ! ! !

THANKS A LOT MY DEAR FRENS ! ! !
Really THANKS A MILLION ! ! !

Thoughts: Always Appreciate all that we have and appreciate the people around us and remember...a person cannot live with family n frens...cos life will be miserable without them..thanks my dear frens.... ! ! !

.:home aLone... :.

family had went to UK for holiday on Tuesday..and today is my 4th day being home alone...hmm..had already slept 3 nites all alone in this big house...really missed my family a lot...missed them so much that it makes me almost sleep in tears every nite.. :( really felt lonely at home...
but..luckily my uncle n aunt n cousins are very caring where they came over to have dinner with me..and also luckily i also have a group of very good frens who came n accompany me and bring me out for those 3 nites..they came n accompanied me till late and when they left...lonesome come to Sunnie again...

to many ppl out there..i give them a perception tat i'm a very tough person..with strong personality..that can stand firm n strong...but wat's inside me??? they never knows..and it don't seem to be possible for them to know unless their 6th or 7th sense is real great...

actually...are there really all these 6th n 7th sense?..wat are intuitions?..they seem to vague..are they merely jus feelings and thoughts??...where our heart n mind meet to feel the future??..does this really exists??..i can't deny it..but how can i agree with it??...i really dunno...at times these kinds of things seems scary to me..especially when wat my 6th sense or intuition felt do came into live...

and recently...i dunno what m i feeling...had very mixed feelings..is it because my mind n heart are moving separately in different direction??...and thus causing me not knowing wat's in my mind..and lead to a different Sunnie now...dunno how long can these go on and when will it end...more like..i dunno whether i want to put an end to this a not...
what's wrong with me??..what'd happened to me?? if u asked...i really dunno..tat's wat i can say...i dunno...

well..i have a fren...who tell me to find someone to talk to when i'm down or etc..he asked me to talk to ppl and dun keep everything to myself...but because of the betrayal i'd faced before..i'd become not willing..more like dun dare to tell others...and dunno why...without needing me to tell him my things..he jus seemed to know that i'm not fine...

and another person like this is my best-est fren...she's my best listener and the best person i'll talk to when i'm down..and she just seems to know me..i dun have to say much to her and she jus knows...she have very big influence on me..cos she's like my sis...and because we are so close..there are times where i choose not to tell her some things..cos i dun wan her to be worried bout me..
more like..besides of the reason of betrayal..i dun tell ppl due to not wanting to make them worried...thus rather keep it to my own...

haih..i really dunno wat's wrong with me...dunno wat m i writing here...is it because of being home alone..thus in such empty space..many things jus pop-up in my mind...

and because of these...me have really mixed feelings now...really wanna go for hols or away from kl for a moment to relax..feel like going to genting or some mountain to chill out and scream everything out....aaahhhhh ! ! !
really wan my family to be back soon......AAAAAHHHHHH.... ! !

Quote: even the happiest person on earth also have unhappy moments...same goes to ...even the strongest person do have their weakest moment..cos nobody is perfect..and are these the symptoms of my bi-personality?? or i really have it all these while..jus me myself dun wanna admit it???

Thought: learn to appreciate everything when u r having it when u have it close to u..dun come too late to appreciate it..cos there are really times when it is jus too late....as there's no turn-back in time.............

.:what a weekend:.

wat a weekend i had..should i make it a "wow" or "oh ok!"..so undecided..which to call it...
well...had a pretty filled-up more like full-scheduled weekend..

firstly..should actually talk bout the "Sunny" luck tat i had on Friday..hehe..was pretty lucky till even me myself too find it kinda unbelievable..or..these kind of things do happen??
wat happened??..ok..here the story goes..am working half day today..cos took half day off from work to let myself have enough rest and prepare for Jacky Cheung's concert tat night..but din really work half day ler..cos have to distribute mooncake to my clients right after lunch..

thus after lunch..went to distribute the mooncake..on the way to the 1st client..the sky seems cloudy and raindrops are falling on my windscreen..with me mumbling "please dont rain"..the sun really did come out when i reached the clients place..and then the lucky me can jus walk around without umbrella..hee..

there's a saying tat good things dun usually come twice..and this really came twice..thus after 1st client..on the way to my 2nd client's place which takes about 20mins drive..heavy downpour covered my "Smart" car..and here goes Sunnie begging for the rain to stop as i dun wanna to get wet..

and there come the "Sunny" luck again..before turning-in the junction to my client's office..the sun came out to shine my day and brought the rain away..haha..how coincidence..or shall i say how lucky...kekeke...

after dinner..went to Jacky's concert at Bukit Jalil..it's my 1st time attending his concert..and it's MARVELLOUS..it's one of the longest 'solo' concert i'd been to..he sang for 3 1/2 hours long..really had fun singing n waving n moving and swaying with my bunch of crazy frens..hahaha...

.: The Year of Jacky Cheung World Tour 2007 Concert at Bukit Jalil National Stadium, Malaysia...14th September 2007 :.

moving on to Saturday..was kinda like running here n there..busy moving around..haha..went to did manicure n pedicure..cos have to use up the voucher which i'd got..and it's due on Saturday..thus have to go down to Damansara to get it used up n my nails painted..this time..me tried different colour..had dark colours on all my nails...at first sight it looks kinda weird..but now..it seems alright to me..kekekekeke....

after having my nails 'maked-up'..went home to have a look at my new Sony Vaio CR notebook..my new notebook had arrived finally..really love it lots..muax muax muax...but..i can only use it for like until Monday..and will have to lend it to my bro to bring over to UK...and the nex time me seeing my new Vaio CR will be in December..3 months from now.. :( gonna miss my notebook a lot.. :( but do i have a choice?..no..cos he really need the notebook more than i do.....

then to take my evening nap..something which i'd not done in a long time..haha...and guessed wat..during dinner time...(actually not exactly dinner..cos jus went down to have a bowl of soup)..my dad n bro starting to grab hold of me and said "Shan..u thin ad ah?? why so thin ad one"..i was like "HUH ???" i jus weighed myself during my shower n i'd put on weight..but they jus kept on experimenting me...

both my dad n bro was like comparing my look now n my look 1 year ago..i was like.."HAR ??"..why so sudden??..it really surprised me..haha...well..luckily did not mention to them that i'd only had 2 pieces of donut the whole day..hahaha...

and..my frens knew i din eat tat day..thus they came n brought me n my bestfren out for a fatty meal..which is supper...wow...really dun remember when was the last supper i took..hahaha...anyway..really have to thank them for purposely come all the way down to fetch me n bring me go eat..thanks ! ! !

after eating..i really cant sleep..cos really full..though only had a few bites here n there..haha...tat night..more like that day / dawn..i slept the nex morning at around 6am..and guessed wat time me wake up???

woke up 9.30 in the morning to go breakfast with my family...really very tired n sleepy..but no choice...it's Sunday = family day...thus have to go..cannot reject...

after breakfast..off to shopping..wanted to buy this blue sports shoe n this blue polo t-shirt so much..but dun have my size.. :( how unlucky..but in return i bought a pair of blue slippers..hee...then as time passes by..moving on to the late afternoon time..i'm getting more and more tired n sleepy...my eyes are jus so tired..but i cant sleep...thus i'll have to get hold of the tired-ness n sleepi-ness till home...

got home finally..but..can't sleep..shut my eyes for hours..but still cant sleep..cos my mind my brain is still functioning n not resting..thus had deep conversation with a few frens..and got to know bout things i never knew..more like i din wan to know..not really tat i din wan to know..but i shall put it as..i din wan to accept wat i know cos i dun wan it to happen..hahaha...anyway..i still knew it and all i can do now is hope tat it wont happen..haha...this shows tat my intuitions are aint tat bad hor..hahahaha....

and very naturally..after all these talks..i can sleep finally...maybe because i'd cleared-out all the thoughts tat had been mingling in my mind..and tat my brain is now resting ad...

guess i'm really very tired..cos i dun remember having a dream...i used to hear ppl say tat..when u r in a deep sleep without dreams..tat's good..cos u r really resting fully thoroughly..n ur brain is also as well..and the reason to deep sleep is when u r very very tired...hahaha....

wow...never thought i'd written so much here...kakakaka...

Thoughts: Things do change..the weather changes unpredictably..wat else human being..ppl do change..either externally or internally..so no matter wat..jus make sure tat i am still me..tat's more than enough ad..cos there are many things in life that i cannot more like not capable to do anything bout it..cos it's not up to me alone only.........

muax! tata...

.:a new blog:.

it'd been a pretty long time since the last blog i wrote...hmm..let's see..it had been like more than a year already...

well..still remember the old days during my university years where me n my best-est fren have our own blog and we post up things tat happened around us during uni-years...never thought i'll start writing blog again..especially when i'd started working now...hmm..time really flies huh....

my previous blog's name is also known as the blue paradise...why??? cos i'm a super fan of blue colour...and really wanna to have a blue paradise for myself...currently..my blue paradise lies in my room...which is filled with BLUE...hehe...it's also my lone-some chamber...hahaha

actually...am kinda scared to post up blog...due to the betrayal tat had happened to me years back..hopefully...history wont repeat itself..or else...depression will come seek for me again...i dun wan that...

many things happened to me these few months...more like for this one year plus...had done many stupid n crazy things that i'd never done before..and all i wish now is to look forward...to have a strong career...work hard towards my aims..my dreams...and my goals...so...wish me luck !

the weather is rainy n cloudy here...this really reminds me when my fren used to ask me...sunnie...where are u??..why did u let rainy n cloudy out??..hahaha...funny huh...kekeke....hmm...it's really a nice weather for a sleep...also a very moody weather...but luckily the sun did come out awhile during my photoshoot...well..sunnie did come out for awhile after all..hahaha...

and hopefully...my dear fren rainy n cloudy will not pay me a visit next year...cos i'll be going to Jacky Cheungs concert tomolo nite...it's been a long time since he last hold a concert here in K.L, Malaysia...co my dear fren rainy n cloudy...ur dear fren sunnie is buzy tomolo..hehehehe.....

okler..i better get back to work before my boss is back...hahahaha....

today's Quote: everything happen with a meaning..instead of ignoring it..why not figure it out n make it meaningful?

muax.

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